This post from Kelly Rae Roberts really caught my attention this week, particularly the second paragraph. If you've been following my blog for any length of time, you already know that achieving BALANCE is something I struggle with as well. Perhaps in this battle there is no perfection to be attained? Maybe increments of progress would amount to a better goal.
I like how Kelly Rae describes her various commitments: "creative life (actually creating), business life (all the ins ands outs of this), personal life (self care), marriage (nourishment), and community (friends + family)..." I suspect these things are common to all of us.
My question and reason for posting is this: Why do I sometimes feel like I have to explain myself to people? Like I have to create a verbal accounting of where every bit of my time goes? Why do I sometimes feel that no matter what I do or what I'm able to give, it isn't enough? I'm tired of feeling lousy and inept. Why can't who I am - right now, at this very moment - be enough?
It's not easy to juggle a full life. The speed at which the 21st century is happening only compounds the issue. I'll answer my own question by saying this: Of course I am enough. Right now and at this very moment. I am enough, and I always have been.
Where does the answer lie? I think it's so important - critically important, actually - that we surround ourselves with only those people and things that nourish us. Obviously, we must return the favor and be every bit as nourishing right back. But when your needs are simpatico with everything around you, the individual can do nothing but flourish. Everything else can just fade away...